Today is my birthday, 25 slipped through. While half of me is worried about how much longer I can use youth as an excuse for emotional impulsivity. The other half is calm. Really fucking calm. And that I owe solely to an aging conscious. Stay with me 🎈
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Drops bank at Sephora and watches Jackie Aina YouTube tutorials for a month. A girl, becomes a woman.
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Swipe. Family get away was a success. PSA: I have the best big sister in the world. Thankful she and my cousins put the effort in to make this happen. Came into this world linked eternally. We venture off. But coming back is the only thing that matters.
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When I was approached about collaborating for this logo I instinctively wanted to be a part of it. I never get through a full sentence without developing a lump in my throat whenever I discuss the appreciation I have for my parents. I'm a f*cking sensitive sap, but it's difficult to word the gift of childhood and extended adolescence my parents fought to provide for me. With love and relentless hope, if they ever struggled -I never knew about it. I lacked nothing. Thus far they've accepted my erratic dreams for a life in a culture foreign to them. Always telling me that they trust in my conscious. For that I owe them everything. I believe in God and his complex plan. I continue to work on myself as a human every day, striving to break out of the shell that seeks praise. With no pressure just pure intention to grow into the best version of myself -a direct reflection of the heart my family instilled in me. Hat:@BARELYBROKELA
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Off for a weekend getaway with my family. (May the lord preserve my ear drums from these loud Cuban women 🙏🏼.) ***Link for hat in bio.
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On set in Miami today, I hungry 😞 (Amazing MUA@KEEMACHANGdid her thing on my face though! 🙏🏼)
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Morning slim, two piece from@OHPOLLY.(***I didn't lose much weight don't trip. It's the AM. Wake and bake + no breakfast. Thus 🙆🏻)
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Expression brought to you by memories that thrive in my head. Photography by@BRANDONALMENGO.No edit.
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I asked the photographer to leave this set unedited. Texture, dimples, belly roll, all that. He laughed at me saying "Belly roll" for like an hour. But granted my request. In all my glory. Thank you@PEDROROLLEJR
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Lmao at my confused face.. full skit on@COMPLEX-Amaya tried to stunt and bag #ItNeverWorks #RunForestRun
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My photographer posted this video yesterday bts and there were comments on cellulite? So here's a PSA: I AM A HUMAN BEING. Blessed but never claiming to be perfect. My ass has stretch marks. My thighs jiggle. And if I chose to never hit a gym again a day in my life, I WOULD BE CONTENT.
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@COMPLEXall in a days work with these guys. Video content coming soon... #DoYouEvenKnowBeyonce 🤔
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Guess who forgot to put on sunscreen and will immensely regret this decision for the next few days. 🙋🏻
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Bikini in my story is from@SOLDEMAR_BEACHWEAR.I never stop in Miami without visiting the boutique ✨ #BackGroundMusicShowsYouMyHoodPlaylistIsReal#IGotBookedForSomeGreenOnce#SoMyStreetCredIsOfficial
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Eyebrows grown in two months. Began straightening my curls, gave up half way. And I've yet to join in the eyelash extension wave. Fuck it vibe. Love or leave.
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If I ever hit the nail salon and asked for anything other than French.. they'd take my temperature. Classic every time. And yes, I have short chubby feet.#MyMomIsProudAsHellOfMyToes
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This was an outtake while trying to find good lighting, I'm anal about that. But I was told this one was better. Realer. So here.
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My first nephew my first boy. The day he was born I held him and my eyes started leaking, I looked around like "What'sss happening?!? Why am I crying?" My sister-in-law laughed and said "..that's love." #YesImSniffingHisHeadInThatOnePic
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In a world of people with questionable intentions, having friends who knew you before puberty hit are a treasure. A million memories and countless cyphs.. all different stages of life. Hometown bonds. That forever sh*t. #AlthoughIThinkTheyOnlyLoveMeForMyBluntRoll#Skills 🤙🏽
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Shout out my frantic metabolism for keeping me fit while I've been chiefing and eating horribly for the past few months. But since I stopped working out regularly, I've inevitably become all soft meat. ( #JiggleLife...) just give me a few months to get right tho 💪🏼
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Back in Jersey celebrating that 2017 my big sister will be bringing a baby boy into the world. My entire life I wondered how I would repay you for helping mom and dad raise me. Now I realize in return the universe is giving me the opportunity to love your son SO much, that he will never need for anything. He will know he has me. I promise. I love you@MRS_OROZCO22.God bless all of you, and God bless my family. Thankful for another year to live and love.
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Do it all deliberately. (Edit* for anyone commenting on my tired eyes or that I look "fried" ...I look it, because I am stoned. And I avoid makeup as much as I can. Your expectation of a constantly caked face is genuinely disappointing. THIS is ME. It felt great to post these pictures. It was liberating. If my natural look bothers you just remove me from your line of sight.)
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Last night after shooting new material I came to terms with things I'd like to share. I let myself go missing and it doesn't make sense to people who think consistency is the only way to fuel growth. I can't allow myself to follow the algorithm that suits others because I genuinely believe there are no rules to this. Success isn't measured by the point at which it falls on your timeline. And the chapters of your life are allowed to skip around and make no sense. Everyday I evolve a tiny bit and at some point I'll find the perfect way to represent myself to the world as a whole -mind and body. Until then I love you all for keeping up with me. When I finally show you my heart, the way I've been moving will make sense. Stay with me.
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In a world of people with questionable intentions, having friends who knew you before puberty hit are a treasure. A million memories and countless cyphs.. all different stages of life. Hometown bonds. That forever sh*t. #AlthoughIThinkTheyOnlyLoveMeForMyBluntRoll#Skills 🤙🏽
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Shout out my frantic metabolism for keeping me fit while I've been chiefing and eating horribly for the past few months. But since I stopped working out regularly, I've inevitably become all soft meat. ( #JiggleLife...) just give me a few months to get right tho 💪🏼
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Back in Jersey celebrating that 2017 my big sister will be bringing a baby boy into the world. My entire life I wondered how I would repay you for helping mom and dad raise me. Now I realize in return the universe is giving me the opportunity to love your son SO much, that he will never need for anything. He will know he has me. I promise. I love you@MRS_OROZCO22.God bless all of you, and God bless my family. Thankful for another year to live and love.
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Do it all deliberately. (Edit* for anyone commenting on my tired eyes or that I look "fried" ...I look it, because I am stoned. And I avoid makeup as much as I can. Your expectation of a constantly caked face is genuinely disappointing. THIS is ME. It felt great to post these pictures. It was liberating. If my natural look bothers you just remove me from your line of sight.)
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Last night after shooting new material I came to terms with things I'd like to share. I let myself go missing and it doesn't make sense to people who think consistency is the only way to fuel growth. I can't allow myself to follow the algorithm that suits others because I genuinely believe there are no rules to this. Success isn't measured by the point at which it falls on your timeline. And the chapters of your life are allowed to skip around and make no sense. Everyday I evolve a tiny bit and at some point I'll find the perfect way to represent myself to the world as a whole -mind and body. Until then I love you all for keeping up with me. When I finally show you my heart, the way I've been moving will make sense. Stay with me.
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In a world of people with questionable intentions, having friends who knew you before puberty hit are a treasure. A million memories and countless cyphs.. all different stages of life. Hometown bonds. That forever sh*t. #AlthoughIThinkTheyOnlyLoveMeForMyBluntRoll#Skills 🤙🏽
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Shout out my frantic metabolism for keeping me fit while I've been chiefing and eating horribly for the past few months. But since I stopped working out regularly, I've inevitably become all soft meat. ( #JiggleLife...) just give me a few months to get right tho 💪🏼
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Back in Jersey celebrating that 2017 my big sister will be bringing a baby boy into the world. My entire life I wondered how I would repay you for helping mom and dad raise me. Now I realize in return the universe is giving me the opportunity to love your son SO much, that he will never need for anything. He will know he has me. I promise. I love you@MRS_OROZCO22.God bless all of you, and God bless my family. Thankful for another year to live and love.
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Do it all deliberately. (Edit* for anyone commenting on my tired eyes or that I look "fried" ...I look it, because I am stoned. And I avoid makeup as much as I can. Your expectation of a constantly caked face is genuinely disappointing. THIS is ME. It felt great to post these pictures. It was liberating. If my natural look bothers you just remove me from your line of sight.)
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Last night after shooting new material I came to terms with things I'd like to share. I let myself go missing and it doesn't make sense to people who think consistency is the only way to fuel growth. I can't allow myself to follow the algorithm that suits others because I genuinely believe there are no rules to this. Success isn't measured by the point at which it falls on your timeline. And the chapters of your life are allowed to skip around and make no sense. Everyday I evolve a tiny bit and at some point I'll find the perfect way to represent myself to the world as a whole -mind and body. Until then I love you all for keeping up with me. When I finally show you my heart, the way I've been moving will make sense. Stay with me.
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Momentary healing conceals expiration dates. But none the less they exist. I overlook them. Because the risk is worth feeling whole, even if it's fleeting. That is how my heart works. Yours never has to.
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I like when friends send me pictures they have of me randomly stored in their phone from nights we were vibing. Life is beautiful. (And p.s. I have a fetish for laying on floors. The energy always feels right on the ground.)
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Two months in the gym, 4 days a week. 45 minutes a day. I am not a fit model. My endurance isn't great. I like backwoods and dutches so my lungs burn most days -but I push past. I have a naturally tiny upper torso so my focus is to get my thighs to a soft tone, because I'm proud of my inherited Cuban jiggle. (Side note: I'm super/slightly/lowkey/gassed because I SWEAR I see quad muscles poking through my tights. Just sayin. 🤷🏻♀️) #BuiltNOTBought
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